SLEEPY AND SAD (RASPBERRY)

Combina com hoje.
Um dia como hoje.
Or a day like today, you may say. One may say hi I saw you at the movies today.
What would the other say? The other may say I was drifting.
I heard you say I was a bad person. I looked in the mirror.
(...)
I needed a vacation. I had Urlaub in my mind. I went to a travel agency and said I had two hundred moneys and I wanted to go somewhere far, where can you take me to? I want to see rocks, I want to be around rocks. I want to hear the ocean. I want to put my face in the sea and splash water on the back of my neck. Let’s go to Garopaba. Let’s go together, said the travel agent. (...) But I still love how unique we are. Even though we shouldn’t think like this anymore. But I know you also relapse from time to time. I know you have a mirror under your side of the mattress. Guess what I’m doing? You are looking at the mirror. You know you are beautiful. No. I’m not. I’m looking somewhat else. You are looking at the carrots growing. You are in love with the process. I was making myself a cigarette. You silly jealous! Do you smoke? You can’t smoke as a passenger. But you can in my cabin. If you want. I have a big cigarette for my special guests. May I give you one? I shouldn’t. I’m recovering. You are playing with fire. You know I’m unstoppable. I need water. I’m wet. I’m feeling my water bottle. It’s 17:17 here. It’s 22:17 here. The minutes are always the same. Clocks could be creative sometimes. Keep looking at your watch, soon you will be able to make a wish. You will wish for a new world. You will call me, pick me up and take me with you.